dEviL bOii

2006-12-09T09:47:00.000+08:00

i'm heRe to poSt a neW bLog again.. wah so long neber write blog liao lers... sianx y nobody tag mii sia.. v seldom.. lolx... went to taiwan on 27th Nov, back on 3rd Dec.. taiwan there's alot of things to see at there n shoppin too.. mani things to get at there n went to e taipei 101 is cold n v high up there too... my b'dae is comin soon liao lers.. do not neo whether this year b'dae will ii get more frens to celebrate or not... ii hope so.. sianzx sia mye com monitor spoil n can't use also... anyway ii will write till here liao next time will continue again...

to be continued

2006-11-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

i'm here to update again nothin to do at home much...

ytd went to century square to find my hoNey... lolx at first wanna meet her at pasir ris but change to century lers cox her mamie wanna eat at there... than mii n my brothers went to e arcade fers to play outrun.. sianx ii lost balance in e driving again neber miind ii will practice more next time... dhen after tat we meet up already but pai sehs cox first time meet up dhen we didn't tok tat much lo... but ii msg her to chat wib her... maybe ii neber step out e real courage bahs... anyway ii will try to step out de courage to tok to her alot de next time we meet up... hoNey thankx for ytd tat yOo got turn up... dhen after tat we went back to downtown, she sittin at e para para behind... dhen watchin her mamie dancin, dhen ii went to play daytona USA... ii saw a ah siaO keep laughin beside me cox tat ah siaO keep sittin there long time liao.. fcuk up mans... feel lyk punchin tat guy but see he small onli... dhen aiya sua forget it play hao lers jiu walk off liao...dhen after tat ii tell my hoNey, mii n brothers go off fers lo..we went to vivo city...

at vivo city is really a huge place, is times two e IMM shoppin centre, luckily is onli three lvl nia or else arhx.. confirm leg will tired de.. when we turn right again left side still got... wah sian mans, about 250 shop bahs still got 100 shops not yet open for lvl 3, dhen after tat we go find donald duck n lian peng... sianx they all at long john, we turn one big round to hard to find them mans, somemore not yet taken my dinner at 9+ ii havin a gastric pain.. dhen after tat jiu go back to hougang lers... sianx.. after tat me around 11+ still hang around at hougang, cox thinkin of mye ex.. e playground we use to go all e time... haix sad... drinkin lonely beer... anyway ii will write till here lers...

2006-10-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

Happily juX retuRn fRom my caMp le.

caMp waS reaLLy fuN wiF my cLass. lolx. i hab experience good n bad thinGs. e gooD oNe is tAt. i hAD a fun tiMe buiLdinG my teNt wif my cLasSmATe n e gaMes we pLay. N e moSt nicEst biRd oF sHow to sEe is de. hawks of prey. mAny hawks n eagles. reaLLy love to see tAt shoW haas.

laTe at nighT

yTd niTe waS reaLLy scaRy. whEn we had a niTe waLk. we hEar alot of weiRd stuff laTe at nigHt. e most scariest i had heaRd is a littLe gaL laughiNg at e playgrouNd. n e swing swinging. i can tell whEn anyone of eu, sleepinG laTe is reaLLY truE.

2006-10-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

chEriSh a singLe liFe oN my oWn

i'M goNna sTart aLL ovEr aGaiN, u noE i reaLLy can'T foRget u outtA my miinD... n i dO noT noE wheRe to sTarT fRoM e bEgiNniNg

fiRstly) uR hEart iS so kiNd tO mE n i appReciAte iT aLot n i pUt it aLL mY eFforT oN u n hopE u wiLL be bY my siDe tiLL eVerLasTing buT iN e haNd u chooSe to leAve mE.. n i waS V huRt n saD aLL e tiMe, is bEcOx u teLL mE e woRd of BREAK.. n is goNe. n i nEo u wuN be baCk bY mY siDe eVen thouGh is mY wiSh i noE is impossibLY.

sEcoNdLy) i'm DEAD ryAN now. died on 28/07/2006. whiCh waS 2mths 10days, 70 days, 1680 hours, 100800 minutes, 6048000 seconds. is really v hurtiN fOr tat which is total up oF thiS.

thiRdLy) aLwayS wiSh u a bLessiNgs n u happY i wiLL be haPPy, u reaLLy had goTTa saY gooDbYe tO me. Waited u almoSt foR tWo yEaRs. but tAt waS shoRt, e daY we sTarTed, 11th July 2006, buT diEd on 28/07/2006. u toLd mE tAT u wiLL bE ceLebRatiNg my b'dAe wiF me, buT iN e eNd it wiLL noT coZ u hAd aLreaDy leaVE bY my siDe, n i hOpE tAt u wiLL wiSh me happy b'dae on my b'daE tAT daY, n i wiLL be gLAd. thiS iS aLL i waN fRoM eu.

dEar fRieNds, buddiEs, cLassMate, paL, bRothErs.

hoPe iF aNy onE of u guyS noE when'S my b'dAe rite. if anyoNe can be celebraTing wiF me on tAT day, i will be glaD, all thesE fEw yeaRs, nonE of my fRens had celebRatEd wiF me, i'M aLL aLoNe. it's TRUE.. goTta wRite tiLL hErE liao. buaiix buaiix

2006-09-26T13:20:00.000+08:00

i'M heRe to poSt my bLoG agAiN.... haas anyway life needs to go on and cheer up always.. nOw haVin a hoLiday foR thReE wEeks... gottA finD a jOb soOn.. siAn n daMn fcuKing boArd at hOme goT nagGin aLwAys... damn shit...

nothin to do at home so decided to post... anyway i will write till here on my post.. to be continue on next time..

2006-09-09T17:50:00.000+08:00

LeaD tO a nEw paTh

haix life is so miserable sometimes... when i saw couples walkin around orchard or bugis.. they are quite a lovin couple n so sweet of them, yan-dao guys n chio bu.. but me i will hab to lead a single life... coz maybe i haven't find out where is my real fate is.. but anyway.. i will juz let go of my miind n refresh of myself again... so many things happen everything around us everyday.. but i will still be happy de... anyway life have to go on no matter wat.. all right my blog will write till her update again next time

2006-09-09T17:17:00.000+08:00

DiAbLo aNgeL

Hmmm now is e time for me to update again... heys anonymous u again izzit u nothin better to do i'm sickening of u liao.. u thought i bui sian arhz, everytime see u in my blog taggin than don't dare to put name.. if u r a MAN put ur name if not than u call urself AH GUA, or EUNUCH, PEH HOR... if u r GIRL than u put anonymous u r a BITCH, OBASAN, PU BOR, PLK.. hate this kind or person.. watever nameless.. juz to tell him/her... if u dare put name if not than leave my blog alone.. FUCKER

2006-08-14T16:22:00.000+08:00

Crying N e shedded tears of me

No one will ever noe wat will happen to me yesterday.. nobody were by my side when i needed them... nobody will cry for me but i will cry for them... nobody will comfort me to stop me from sheddin tears... whenever u need me by my side i'm there 4 u.. but u were not there for me.. when i heard u two patch back le.. n my eyes were red yesterday n there is no one people will be there for me liao... where are all of them.. have they gone to their new friend that side.. or they do not want me as this friend le... i really even do not noe wat to do... when my ex told me tat she were playin of my feelings n were tryin on me when i were wif her tat time we together since yesterday she told me about it... it really hurts my feelin when she told me tat.... oh heaven y is my life so cruel to me... what i have done in e past... did i make a mistake.... i'm really very sad now n when can i get a better life or a better girl... anyway wish u both will last long... maybe i will be on a M.I.A for a weeks i really do not noe which way will i hav to go e good or bad is up to heaven to tell me.. take care my loved ones.... M.I.A devilboii... LOST soul

2006-08-02T12:43:00.000+08:00

[{LOST soul}]

i'm here to update my blog again. It's happen everytime tat i don't even hav a gal tat will be lasting long wif me. Y must it this be happen on me. My wish is tat my stead can celebrate valentines and my birthday wif me but not even one. Everytime got snatch by someone, maybe my love life does not last long after all bah. Maybe i do not noe when will my fate will appear n she will stay wif me for long. Hope tat after my NS i may be able to find a girl tat suits me bah. I'm really a lost soul now. Where my devil spirit has gone even my soul has gone too. Since e day she break wif me. I'm really confuse of myself.

2006-06-28T10:30:00.000+08:00

On tHe vEry dAy enDinG oF tHe dArK

I wAs afRiAd oF myseLf loSt in tHe dArk anD couLdn'T finD mY waY ouT of e riGht waY. IzziT beCauSe i'm losT anywaY

JuZ like a M.I.A deViL bOii whiCh is mY nicK darKnEss is ahEads of mE, i don'T waNNa haVe thiS hAppEn aLL tHe tiMe aNd whY shouLd LeT iT bE e beGiNNing whERe it happeNs.

I thiNk maYbe iT hAs sTarTed becOz oF my happEns of huRt aND paiNs in my heArt baH. HaiZ.

E girL wHo haS rejecTed me

thiS girL heRe is i like heR frOm e nexT twO tiMEs wE haVe meT. E firSt tiMe is noT so cLose aNd e otHer tiMe i haVe feeLings foR heR aLreaDy. bUt i don'T noE shE haVe a sTead. She toLd me taT sHe didn'T haVe a sTEad whEn i aSk heR. NoW i waNna jio hEr is aLso veRy difficuLt le. sHe haS rejectEd me. i'm sO sAd.

SmoKinG aNd bAd gUy

I hAve beCoMe baCk to mY sEconDarY 2 spiRit whiCh i haVe sTarTed smokiNg aNd a baD gUy too. I'm reALLy noW adaYs so sTreSs. DrinK lotZ of beeR, smokE a packeT of cigarettE. Y izziT tAt i'm sO sTreSs becoZ oF girLfriEnd, famiLy proLem, outsiDe dE gaN-mEi. I haVe reaLLy aLot of probLems recentLy. I think waNna be bacK to guai-kia (gooD gUy) aLso difficuLt liao. Haiz. sOmeonE pLz teLL me.

2006-06-12T09:57:00.000+08:00

DEviL bOy/ AnGeL bOy

THe beGinninG wheRe hoW i sTartEd mY deViL iN mE. ActuaLLy thE fAct oF sTaRting iN mYseLf i wAs a oRdinaRy noRmaL peRson buT i dO noT noE wHy i hAve a deViL aNd aNgeL. TwO spiRiTs aRe iN mY boDy. SiNcE LasT yeAr tHaN i noTicE mYseLf tAt sOmeOnE iS conTroLLiNg my bOdy aNd i could'nT conTroL it. It's rEaL i'M noT teLLiNg lie. My deViL appeArs wHeN i gOt inTo a seriouS aNgEr, haTRed, haTe e pErsoN whO maKe mE suCh iN a sEriouS aNger. AnD mY deViL wiLL beGin tHe aNgErnEss iN mE. JuZ tHe saMe aS tHe picTure beLow.

tHe aNgeL iN mE iS wHerE i dO gooD dEeds iS wHen i'm haPpy aNd maNy thiNgs wiLL bE heLpiNg aLoT of peOpLe wHen theY neeD heLp. SomEtiMeS i don'T eVen noE whEre i aM. MayBe iN tHe heAvEn. ManY thingS iS LikE sO compLiCatEd tO mE. SomEtiMes aNgeL aNd deviL aRe juz likE my frienDs thEy heLp me wHen i'M iN nEed oF heLp buT sOmetiMes iT gEt oVer toLeRanCe leVeL of my deviL so nOw i'm trYing oF myseLf tO conTroL mY deViL aNd mY aNGeL wiLL beGin to heLp me wHen i stOp mY aNgerNess.

2006-06-07T12:23:00.000+08:00

thiS iS tHe beginninG of mY stoRy My pRi aNd Sec sCh sTorY

I usE tO bE a vEry gOoD studEnt in primaRy sChooL aNd mY gRades is not tat gooD but i waS a gOod studEnt untiL i caN lisTen to mY teaCher to waT theY saY. But fOr somE thingS happEning iN sEconDay 1. I eVerYdaY gOt buLLy bY my cLassmaTe.

My haNdS aNd legs wEre injuRed aNd seCondaY 2 tat tiME i gOt intO a rioTing aNd i gOt a sCaR on mY aRms and tHe bLooD keEp on dRippiNg wHen i waS reTurning hOme.And wHEn my cLassmaTe buLLy me taT tiMe i have no onE to heLp me no onE caRes bouT me whEn cerTain thingS of the past has changed. I likE my sEcond eX aLot reALLy Love hEr aNd sHe is thE ex we sTeady tHe longeSt. i waited her from sEc 1 tiLL sec 4 than i Jio hEr i waS so happy tAt she accepted mE but fOr soMe thingS happeNing is Tat i gOt a LovE riVaL too he aLso waitEd fOr her to accepT him buT i can't toLeRate taT gUy but his height is verY taLL bout 198 tat height but he's too skinnY he's abiT psycho do aLot of perVert e thinGs at home.

Eee i cannOt tAHaN tAt guy sia but now in 2006 he has gone to NS liao to train himself fitter but when teacher day tat time we all gO bAck to Our seCondaRy sCh i wiLL see hiS siZe whEthEr biGgEr tHan me or not. But i stiLL lose to his height la sucH a (gaLa = taLL man). Y i eVerytiMe i gOt huRt by my eX dE noW i caN't eVen finD one stead which can be wiF mE anD wE gO thRough fOr a yEar haiz me noT gOOd enough longesT is 3 months nia. So lousy can't find one bettEr dE wherE is aLL thE siNgaporeaN giRL taT is a vEry sinCere aNd trusty girL to bE my sTead de. MayBe i wiLL haVe tO waiT fOr thiS chAnce liao aftER my NS. maYbe i gO aND finD japanEse girL beTtEr hahaz more prettiEr. bUt i don't noe hoW to spEaK jaPanEse onLy noe is saYonaRa anD moRe la buT leT me leaRn tHan i gO fiNd lor Lolz.